Rabu, 26 September 2012

SYNDROME OF RELEVANCY



Tuesday, September 25th 2012
22.35 WIB (local time). A soliloquy fore sleep.

Alright, people. Today my day isn’t so bad. But I think there’s somethin’ wrong about my mind. It’s like a syndrome or whatever y’all called it, stricks me in one last week, and until now I’m still not eradicating it from my mind. I felt my life is sucks ‘n  worthless when I’m 21 and still not having a band or at least have songs my own songs that I write the lyrics ‘n making beautiful melody.

 
 Everyday I listen to MUSE and when I swallow the music, felt like I’m the next Matthew Bellamy. Dude, I bet you, I love the way this guy played guitar and compose all his songs. They were awesome and Matt was so talented and musical. Other than MUSE, I also like 311. Their songs as “amber”, “tread on me”, and “two drops in the ocean” always fill my boring time; when I need more fresh air and relaxation of muscles. 
Behind my super interested of Music, actually my soul is so suffers. Felt like I am the useless guy, I’m worthless because I was born and destined to be a musician. My grandpa was talented in music; so am i. I could feel that chain of relevancy and  synergy; so I’m weak and life goes so suck when I’m still like this; just ordinary people without applied talented. Hey you all, People, here I told you. When I get 25, I MUST HAVE AN OWN MUSIC STUDIO and produce quality music and compose great songs that people who heard that wanna play more and more again! Sue me if I’m failed !!

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